I am on my way to a better me..huhu

It has been 9 days, couples hours, few minutes and probably seconds that I am in good shape during my 21 years old days. I know this is time to make clear decision from mature thinking and clear judgments and it is time to GROW up. I started to think like a grown woman and make my own decision. Unfortunately, I don’t know if my decision is right or it ends up in best possible way. Perhaps that is what everyone is doing. They simply figure out the best possible choices and lay down every important detail so that it is clear crystal what is what in front of them.

I’ve been thinking for few days and I made my decision. Yet I ask some more people just to recollect more thoughts I could use later. Alhamdulillah so far, so good. I begin to think this is amazing but I am not happy about what I’ve become in some way. It’s the way I treated some. I become a monster in order to protect my privacy (of which is not good). There, I can see that is my weakness. I am not brave enough to compete in real world out there. It’s important to admit it myself then I can change it for better. Maybe I can figure how to be more of selflessness at least some.

i’ll miss the zero in few days..

I am 20 today.kash,i can make it 20 forever.no matter how long it takes in the future i’ll never grow taller.if I stand behind the 6 men you’ll never see me cause im hidden behind their heights.♥ ♥ .

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A word of adVISE

A word of advice, if you want to help other people do it from the bottom of your heart. I mean don’t expect people to return whatever your favor is. You get to see lots of types of people in the world. Sometimes you help them and the next day they act as if they never knew you. Sometimes there are people who return your favor or at least appreciate what you do.

I was there. I mean I used to help other people and expect them to return me the favor in some other way maybe. Sure I got disappointed when ‘that people’ didn’t help me at the end of the day when I needed them there. Then I learn the first thing got into my mind is that I help other ppl for the sake of myself. I do it because I want to help them. I figured he or she might forget what I do for him or her one day but whatever because I don’t mind. I don’t give it a damn! I do it this time because of Allah and that’s what I wanted to do. And that’s the end of it.