peminat cite hindustan ke?

hari ni hari sabtu..

study study..that’s all in my head.urgh..risau je lebih study nyer kurang hehe..that’s me.last time i went back home, konon2 nyer i can focus more but it turns out the other way around.but honestly i never regret anything because spending time with family is all i ever wanted. i love them so much!!

oke..so UNGS final xm ws over.BioCHEM next in line,later is ANAT and then MOLEC and PHYSIO.wish me luck n doakn i’ll can get all As..:))

NOw, people always ask me ‘peminat cite hindustan ke?‘ with that face.to be true, i dont really like that.my sister pon act the same when ppl ask her the same question.i dont know, but for me ppl ask me that and it didnt feel right. sometimes they didnt say it but their faces were saying “how come u like cite hindustand?” i hate it because we didnt come from a malay family.my father is org jawa and my mother’s father (my aruah grandfather) from india.we has our own excuse.

i know how much my mom love his father.last time, ppl from india came to our house and she cried alot because they remind her to my aruah grandfather.so evrytime ppl ask ‘peminat cite hindustan ke?‘ we’ll answer no and ‘actly,ktorg tgk cite hindustan just like korg tgk cite malayu’.it’s in our blood!! i know some ppl didnt mean to be rude asking us but we dont really like it when ppl ask.my aruah grandfather talked broken malay and mama said he even had his urdu accent while talking in malay. my mom understand urdu and she can speak urdu

last time our relatives from india sent a letter to us here in M’sia. mama was so excited because to her it feels like reconnecting with her father. she watch cerita hindustand because of her father.because they speak like my aruah grandfather.mak (my grandmother,we call her mak) always told us how aruah atok sayang mama. there was time mama went back home from uni by texi and atok followed behind by motorcycle because she cared so much about mama. he just wanted to make sure mama safe and secured. no wonder la mama is so perfect. she love us so much just like what her father did to her.

oh ye,mak speak tamil.i dont understand much but some.i know it’s complicated.pakcik2 on mama’s  side is very close  to me.they like, my 2nd father.not that i dont close to pakcik2 on abah’s side. u know how hindustand ppl love their family and sometimes get dramatic..well, tht’s how our family is on mama’ s side.no matter how bad or good they are, i always love them from the very bottom of my heart.mama only has 3 brothers and the rest is her kakak tiri..the best thing about mama is she always help other ppl even though at times we have short of money..still, she’ll lend other ppl her money.

i sit with my brothers n sister.we talked about mama n abah n we all agree having them is a bless from Allah swt. we love them so much.they are ..perfect.

currently listening to akele tanha-Tulsi kumar