EYESEEYOU- it takes alot to be me











{February 27, 2010}   Rab ne bana di JODI

i was listening to one of the songs in Rab ne Bana Di Jodi and watching it. it was really a good one and like it very much. it says in the songs that God create couple..true. that song is amazing not just because of the music because of the lyric as well.

i think this is what a guy should do~

-to love his wife for her heart

-to love her all the way through goods and bads

-to help her to become someone better

-to respect her because that’s what every woman wants

-to give commitment in relationship

-action speak louder than words..but sometimes tell her that u love her (once in a while, not in every second)

-to share the happiness

-to give all the support she needs

-to tell her u are not okay when u are not

-to apologize when u are wrong..

-to say thank you sometimes

-and sort whatever the prob is via discussion dont simply leave her clueless

-most important is..to accept her for who she is

because it takes alot for happiness to last..right?

*hehe some of my friend da xsabar nak kawin

i said to my friend “no wonder la xnmpk lg btg hidung bakal suami coz if he’s there in front of me i would go very xsabar-nk-kawin haha”



{February 24, 2010}   under the SUN

ya Allah now i know what it’s like to walk under the SUNfor class..urgh!!



{February 23, 2010}   it’s COMPLICATED

Some ppl say life is complicated. as for me it is true but it’s up to us to make it simple. i learn one thing no matter how hard it is u can always make it simple and not hard. i am a miserable person. i mean i tend to go rushing and become miserable at times i hv to finish work when it’s almost the mid line.

but now i learn how to do many things. i go talk to ppl. it never been easy for me at the beginning. oh trust me..my hands shaking during the first meeting. i was nervous and scared looking at those new faces. thousands of questions come to my mind..will i do this? who am i going to talk to? can i finish? when? how? what?then i go..STOPP!! breathing becomes harder and i dont feel comfortable at all. Now, look at me i guided them where to go and most importantly i can breath! haha it is no more hard. some friends of mine they help me going through it all. i enjoy doing this.

Well, if anyone out there and some of you guys still think u can’t do this, u can’t do that think again because u never know till u try. Look at me, i mean maybe u dont know me but i tell u it is worth trying something new if it helps to make u a better person. always becoming a someone BETTER.

at the time being, i still in process of learning how to manage my time properly. there are exams, responsibility, and revision and memorizing that i hv to handle. Grrr..so many of them. but that’s my choice. I PRAY TO GOD to help me in someway, teach me how to do this on my own. I BELIEVE IN HIM.

this is me. i’ve heard some ppl say..u can’t do it..but i deny that. Allah promised to those who work they will get reward of what they deserve. :)

salam.



{February 20, 2010}   A Microphone

- Why is microphone is so called a microphone? i have that question in my mind right now

So anyway, my friends used to tease me around and they’d say im a microphone stealer. well that’s true because i am a microphone stealer. but i dont steal in shops i steal it from their hand. there was this time we went for a karaoke blast time. it was honestly my first time and it was good though i went back with a guilty feeling inside of me.  i just love singing so much but i wouldnt go there anymore. mybe it’s from my father’s trait. i mean who knows he wanted to be a singer long before, right? so like father like daughter

but trust me i dont wanna be a singer



{February 18, 2010}   Alhamdulillah

I am so thankful to dear God for giving me the chance to be where i am at  this moment. just now i have a conversation with a long distance friend of mine. He is not a muslim yet we were discussing about our different views. I was truly glad we had that kind of conversation though i know that is a brave step for me. i mean he might try to keep me astray or something like that but i prefer to do that because i think it is time to be clear on myself. i want to know how i think about several things. i wont know it unless  i speak out.

We were at first sharing updates what we do in life and how are we progressing and suddenly i told him that if i were to marry someone i prefer to marry that person before we have too much meeting up prior to our marriage.i think we came to a good conclusion at the end of it and thank God he respects mine and somehow he said he like what i said though he have his own view.but that’s not the point.i learned one thing, sometimes i go far from who i am and i always pray that Allah swt wont let me astray because i want to be His lover.i dont wanna miss that.i cannot ignore the fact that i am easily off the track with few influence. i mean Allah love me. that’s all i need.

=p



{February 9, 2010}   Come and Go

the coLOURFULL of LIfe..

people come and go, the karma we should follow. but when it does, people really go and we feel different inside. the weird feeling come and stay there for some times. we feel unease, cant breath and nothing else can make it right.

IT IS WEIRD..but i’ll make it through :)

my fish just died



{February 8, 2010}   Road to Success

im heading a new journey.no one knows how it ends but im sure i’ll the get best of it..yeah!!

ps: hey ppl,you should love yourself n those around ya



{February 5, 2010}  

i love you i love you i love you mama!!!

i love her so much

We both fight alot just like other ppl too i guess.but despite evrything we both know that we cant live without each other. sometimes the word hates comes around more than love but in real deal i love her so much that i would trade ANYTHING for her.

We dont talk when we both into fight. God know how much it hurts my feeling because i love her so much. i think we have alot in common. both of us can cry easily n both of us love the same man,my dad.n sometimes i can cry just thinking about my future marriage because then i would have less n less time to spend with my mom.

my mom is the BEST mother in the world!

-i never grow up in front of her



{February 5, 2010}   confession -I LOVE U ASHU!!

someday im gonna be a somebody just like her



{February 5, 2010}   i just want u to noe..:))

Sometimes u cnt predict what’s gonna happen next.u think the worst is coming but it is actually NOT.that’s wht happened.i really miss hanging out with my fren n it reminds me to stg long ago.uhh it was so good back then..haha but whatever the past is past.u dont go back there..here i am accepting whatever happens bcoz i noe there’s stg else awaits for me.far more BETTER right..:))



et cetera
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